To my future wife, hi I’m Chihab. I don’t like tomatoes and I don’t eat pickles. I think you’re one of the most beautiful girls I’ve ever talked to, I reiterate things when I mean them, I think you’re one of the most beautiful girls I’ve ever talked to.
I’m an artist and a hopeless romantic, I spend most of my day in my head over analyzing almost everything. I know I’m weird, I’m learning to love that about myself. I got a big-ass head I also got a big-ass heart, I deal with depression, pretty heavy sometimes and I have really bad anxiety but at the same time I’m a people person. I’m trying to understand how I’m such a contradiction, but maybe you’ll learn to love this in the same way I’m learning to love myself.
In the topic of love, if we’re going to be together, I want you to understand that this relationship isn’t going to start on emotions, I’d like it to start as a decision. I need you to decide to love me in the same way that someone decides to go to work every day. I need you to understand that change is going to happen, we’re going to change as people. This relationship may not end at all but if it ends, it will end in change, we’re not going to leave this the same people that we came in. I need you to be open to this change in the same way that I need to be open to this change, and it should be understanding because some days I don’t know myself so I know I’ll be hard to recognize.